My story begins 12 years ago when I got into a car accident. I miraculously survived and constantly lived in fear of death. tried rehabilitation, psychologists, pills, nothing helped. After all these attempts, I went into spiritual practice. And god looked at me. At that moment I realized that it was far from an easy task to feel the presence of God. But if I succeed, everyone will succeed. All fears are gone, I live in ministry. I get up every morning and I know that someone is looking at me.
This is a difficult practice for many years, but if you wish, I can teach you. I personally started with books. You need to understand what is God, who is God, have an idea, understanding. And if you want to touch him, it doesn’t mean at all that he wants it. In my books, I talk about every step I took to feel blessed. But after that nothing ended. To maintain grace, one must constantly maintain this connection.